i'm so glad we got over all the stupid issues that we were always arguing about.
i dare to say that i love you more than i did last week, and that our love will keep growing if we continue on like this!
i was seriously damn touched by what you said last week and i promise i'll be there at the airport the next time around okay?
i really FRIGGIN love you my dumbass shitheaded and fiery tempered boyfriend.
<3<3<3<3<3
i still hate the usual silly sarcasm we use in our daily lives though.
but well, if we don't have that, it'll be weird aye? lol

(3 o'clock)
me: "why are you brushing your teeth again?"
him: "i'm not using your toothpaste anyway".
annoying much?

(while driving)
him: "why are we taking this route?"
me: "i'm not using your toothpaste anyway".

i know it makes zero sense, but at least i got my anger vented out. laughoutloud.
i love how childish i get sometimes. :)

i absolutely hate the last assignment of the module and i'm insanely freaked out, paranoid and worried that i might not make it past this module.
:(
so i'm staying up late and i'm not going out these 3 days.
i even skipped a drinking session to do THIS.
i hope i'll do well for this.
God, please watch over me alright? :)
lovelove.





:)

sometimes i think that i am a burden to others.

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like damn annoyed w nothing, noone and nothing nothing nothing at all.
NOTHING OKAY.
just fucking pissed off w life.
like FUCK.

you are single.
you are happy (at times).
you are LONELY.
but you got friends, APLENTY OF THEM.

then when you are attached.
you are HAPPIER.
you are NOT LONELY.
but you lose your friends.
greeeeat.
what a fair exchange.

i've always envied people who can hang out together (as either a singular person/couple)  w other couples or like freaking go out on couples (WITH THE S) dates.
SO FUCKING FUN.

and why do people complain?
i dont even pda in front of friends or whoever shitfuckingheads.
in fact, I CONSCIOUSLY DON'T PDA BECAUSE I KNOW PEOPLE MIGHT GET UNCOMFORTABLE.
I PURPOSELY DON'T PDA.
but fuck.
people still feel uncomfortable.
i am QUITE THE FUCKING IRRITATED.
am i supposed to go break up w my boyfriend now?

maybe this is my karma cause i bitched too much about people.
OKAY ANGER VENTED.
part angry cause the fucking red alert 3 is so goddamn hard.
I HATE THE JAPANESE TROOOPS.
SO FUCKING TOUGH LAH.
AND IT'S ONLY LIKE WHAT.
4-5 mission only?
GRRRRRRRRR.
maybe it's cause of hunger tt's why im so angsty.
i'm sick of being hungry.
STOP BEING HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i woke up this morning feeling angry, and the rest of the morning was barely appetising. after the anger went off, deep emotional thoughts came to my head, mostly recent stuff. sometimes i wonder, does the problem lie with me being over sensitive or is it that the problem really exists? somehow, the conclusion derived from all these situations and incidents is that, the nicer you are, the more you'll be taken for granted. well of course, this is not based on just one person's judgement, but two, or more.. sometimes i wish i can adopt my bestfriend's attitude. fuck care and enjoy life. her life rocks. i'm slowly reaching immunity now as i realize that i don't really give as many hoots as i did last time. though not perfectly mastered, i'm halfway there huh. just a quick note to oversensitive people. quit being pessimistic, thinking that nobody in the world cares bout you although they show it to your face. you're not the only one with issues, suck your fucking thumb and get on with your life. yeaap. things are getting worse bit by bit everyday, but things will get better bit by bit after all these. Hi God. i know you've put me through all of these so that i can learn from my mistakes and experiences, as well as grow from them to become a matured and intellectual woman in time to come, but please provide me courage to survive through this whole ordeal too alright? Encouragements also helps, especially in the form of prada and ysl bags. Afterall, constant motivations pushes one to achieve more than thought they could. :) and and, since you didn't give me a pretty or hot face to begin with, can you slightly tweak my features to be sharper as i grow older? so that at least i can even pretend to be a closet supermodel. :):):):):):):) that would be the best gift ever (for now at least). haha!